me against the world

my sweet 16

2007-01-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

haha today is seriously unforgettable
a good and memoriable sweet 16 for me.. =)
went to school tired and all,den had a crazy day.
and after school rushed off with jan and char to
tm,bought jan's present den we ate long john..
den we walked abit den made our way to jan's
hse..den we slacked den it rained and guess
wad,jan and me went in the rain and were soak
from top to toe..so cold..brrrrr..den we went up
den slacked den wen the rain started pouring
heavily,we went down and did some lame story
in the rain..haha.reali cool day till i found out tt
mdm chan was unhappy cos i wasn't the one
who passed her the hist work dammit its my
b'dae..

2nd day

2007-01-04T18:11:00.000+08:00

man school is so not good..argh..plus now i have no voice tts worst..

sch reopens

2007-01-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

school officially opens on 3rd jan tml..so i'm like 8 hours
away from being in school..tts not good..i haven't even
touch my homework..die die die.

trouble

2006-12-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

go read my live journal..link from my links page..
i blogged there for today..long story
SCHOOL'S OPENING=SPELLS TROUBLE FOR ME

cribs

2006-12-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

haha i'm watching cribs now..talking to charlotte on the fone
xiner is staying over at janelle's hse..tml's gonna be another
day home..sat i hope can go out sia..hope char can stay tml
oso..sun got new year's eve mass seh..so fast gonna turn 16
and so fast gona be 2007 =x sheesh..my b'dae i celebrating
5 days early..so sad lah who ask my b'dae fall on a thursday.
i think i inviting char,jan,aida,ting wen,xiner..must see who
else,cos i can only call 10 ppl..dun be offended if i dun invite
any of u,its not cos i dun wanna,but i have to limit..if i can,i
will sure to invite ALL i know..i relly wanna but dere are
constrains..so yea..sigh..wad a miserable 16 b'dae it will be
cosi can't invite EVERYONE..shall pen off now..

boxing day

2006-12-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey..its boxing day..i'm with janelle on the fone..
she's confused,dun be confused..i know its hard.but u
have to try alrights.today i met janelle at starbucks at noon,
den we sat dere and fag and talked till 3,den xiner came,
den we sat awhile more den we all walk around tm,take neo,
den go popular,den mini toons,den xiner went off,den i
went to janelle's hse den we drank her mum's drink..jan was
angry with her maid like hell..after awhile at round 6,we
went to meet char at the basement den we wanted to go pick
krys but it was late le,so we ended up going to walk around
pasar malam,den janelle bought a bag,den we went to tm
cos janelle wanted to eat her HK noodle..den after tt we
fagged..den walked around den we went home..jan n char
went to settle some dai ji..yea.oh yes sherilyn went off to HK
this morning and gek ming came back just now..hahas..tml
maybe gonna meet char n jan n gek ming at tamp mart..see
wad time i wake up first.. =) merry 2nd day of christmas.

merry xmas

2006-12-26T01:49:00.000+08:00

haha its like boxing day now.and its 2am
just got off with jan on the fone awhile ago..nth much
to do now anyways..went for 11am mass yesterday.
den to toa payoh lorong 8 to eat.i was dressed formally
but for the sake of good food,i din mind going to a
hawker centre well dressed..seriously,i miss toa payoh
alot..it was where i spent my childhood..the food dere,
although is hawker food,but i wouldn't mind travelling
dere just to eat my favourite carrot cake,heh mee,chin
chow,sugar cane,prawn cracker,chicken rice etc..i just
love it dere,bought my favourite bak kwa too..haha i
usually only eat bak kwa from this stall in toa payoh
lorong 8 called "new eastern" its located in a coffee shop,
but the bak kwa is OH SO FANTASTIC..hahas den i went
hm to change,den headed off to char's hse..den went
up to jan's hse for awhile,den her mum and mum's fren
came home and they all headed off to her cousin's hse,
so me and char went down,den we lazed around till jan
called me to go up to tell her maid something,soon she
oso came back..den we fag and talked,char went down
first,den i went down when dinner was almost ready,b4
tt i was doing cards for jan..i went down and greeted
everyone..uncle jimmy,aunt charmiane,justin,connie,nick,
AJ,aunt irene,uncle tony..yea..den we prayed and had
dinner..good food i must say..yah den after a LONG while,
me and char met nick on 10th floor,den we went to jan's
hse awhile oso,leshia n larve were dere too,den we went
downstairs to pick aida,den me,char,nick,jan were ahem
yah den nick went off den me n char went to jan's hse
den back to char's hse..den char's family was opening
presents haha so fun lor..yep my mum picked me n my
bro at 11pm..tml's another day out =)

xmas eve

2006-12-24T15:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm..its xmas eve and its not exactly very exciting..
i've been on e fone with janelle lately,and i reali do hope
she won't feel so down cos of ting wen..the talk will come
soon okay,u 2 need to reali talk things out nicely..i'll be
going to uncle's hse soon for xmas celebration.the only
part i'm excited bout is the presents.haha if its money,
it'll be great,den i dun have to think bout how to have
money to go out on boxing day. =) haha. WE WISH YOU A
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR... rawr hehe.

23 dec

2006-12-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

well i woke up at like noon today..den i had this spliting
headache..dun ask why.den char came over and we had
to make a christmas pudding.we went to buy the ingredients
and came home to make it..we took like forever..we MADE
it okay..den at 5.45pm we met janelle and her 3 guy frens.
jia wei,jeremy and wei soong..yea we bought bubble tea
den we sat outside kfc..den we did our thang..haha and the
guys ate..after they left,we sat awhile den oso about to leave
when one of them called jan to ask her go back to kfc cos
they left something dere.den after tt me,char,jan went to my
hse.sat for awhile den we went dwn to give her fren the thing
he left behind den went up awhile den they went off..now
i'm with jan on e fone..tml is xmas eve.so fast!!

janelle

2006-12-20T20:46:00.000+08:00

hey just got back from janelle's house.
hmmm.on friday,i went to play bball with char,
jan,gek ming,sher,bern,leshia,aida.den went
hm to change n meet leshia below her block,
den met char,jan and the rest to go for bbq.
in the end we went parkway.after dinner,char,
me,jan went to drink coffee and smoke den went
hm..on sat i met char n jan and we went to
geok ling's hse to collect char's books den we
made our way to parkway again..we drank coffee
and fagged and we went to kbox.sang for bout 4+
hours den we went back to starbucks den went hm.
on sun i met char after mass den we met joelle,
josh n timothy den we went to joelle's mum's
work place,played pool went home only at 4pm.
on mon, went to jan's house cos i worried for her
after she n ting wen brk..den tue went to meet jan
at jessica's house.den we lazed around den went to
kbox again haha janelle got embarrassed..not exactly
la..she got C.J's number..jessica get for her de.
den today i went jan's house,den larve came,den char
den in the end..we can open party arh..sher,gek ming,
leshia,bern all come..haha.gek ming so botak now..
fri going larve house for GATHERING.haha.exchange
present time!!

15 days

2006-12-14T23:27:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!!yay but 15 days past so fast.i wanna go back to
aust!!haha.got u guys presents..i miss ppl here dearly..
but i do miss perth.i'm blog about the 15 day trip tml..
to lazy to do it now.i'm surprised my bag wasn't overweight.
but good..be prepared to receive ur presents.haha

leaving tonite

2006-11-29T17:37:00.000+08:00

yay i'll be at the airport in 5 hrs time..but sad to say,
i dun wanna leave cos i'll miss many ppl here..but dun
worry,i'll bring back stuff for u all.you will all be
rmbed when i'm away.so for now.australia here we come..

we used to

2006-11-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

today was boring..i woke up at 10.30am..den chatted online.
vien was online..den i went out with uncle,aunt and nephew.
den wentto fetch another aunt..den we went to united square
to eat..den walked arnd..den we went to parkway..ate again
den walked again..den i bought a giordano top..den after tt
went home den used com and i just finished packing majority
of my stuff..i only have to put in my slipper,skirt,short.hope
it can all fit in sia.i'll be at the airport in like 48hhrs time..so
exciting..but i'll miss my friends.thank god i have my best
fren/lao xiong with me on this trip..ttml have to go out with
my uncle,aunt and grandma..if i can make it back home in
time den i'll join charlotte n maybe willy they all cos they may
go play bball..australia here i come!! channing tatum is HOT!

step up

2006-11-26T23:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm woke up at 8am today,called leshia n sam..den went to
church..willy was like early but i was with my family so i only
met them behind church..was hiding frm my mum's view cos i
was suppose to be sitting with my uncle..den leshia came like
very later lah haha..willy was like inquisitive during mass..damn
funny lah..den after mass we fagged..den waited for samantha
n alex den for aida n jan n the rest..den went to vivo to watch
step up..aida n the rest queued while leshia,me,char,sam,alex,
willy went to the outdoor place dere cos we girls needed to fag..
den during the movie aida,leshia and gwen ended sitting on the
floor..sam n alex were quite far away from us..willy thinks the
cinema is his house i tell u..nvm. the movie was damn nice lah..
ahhh channing tatum is like HOT as his role tyler..haha.nora was
hot too."is this the part where u kill me"..wahahaha.after movie,
we went in search of aida's slipper..hahas..den to eat.den headed
to my pa's hus since leshia offered to drop me off.hehe..den frm
dere i played with my nephew den to my uncle's house for dinner.
its like pass midnight now..and yay..i'm like less than 3 days away
to being in australia..i'm excited but i'll miss all my frens here..
hahamy aunt told me something about wad she saw during mass
today it mad me laugh for a LONG LONG time..

youth mass

2006-11-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

okay just came back from the slackin
with char,leshia,sam,larve n willy..lame sia we say to our
parents got youth mass and in the end we slacked and of
cos fagged lah..and sam as usual had to disturb me lah..
irritating..tml maybe going to vivo to watch step up with
leshia,aida,gwen,jan,alili,lisa and char and willy and sam..
leshia was nice enough to chip in 5 dollars for me n char
each.wahaha..we fagged den larve came after meeting
amira..den went to kfc to eat n drink den sam thought the
glass was black.hilarious i tell u..den went to 7-11..on the
way dere was a roach haha..den after tt i bought the moo
ice cream..den we sit n fagged again..wahaha nice sia i
tell u..den left onli at 10pm..leshia n samantha kept beatin
each other until damn funny..sam say leshia look like a
hamster..got meh?

tui hou

2006-11-24T20:37:00.000+08:00

oh yes i just woke up from like 2 hrs of slp..man the slp was nice.
well today was a LONG day..woke up at like 7.45am,den bathed,
changed n rushed alot,packed the laptop in my bag,grabbed my
stuff and got out of the hus in a hurry and caught the bus just in
time,was late to meet charlotte cos i almost forgot to bring sam's
present..den met her and we made our way to the airport.reached
dere n we ate a bun and drank coffee before meeting samantha.
sam came and we went out to fag.den vien n willy came haha..it
was suppose to be a surprise tt sam was coming haha,i think he
surprised.i just think hahaha..nvm,we ate macs,vien's treat..me n
charlotte saved his money la we only ate chocolate sundae.see we r
good ppl.haha.den vien left lor.tt was it.it was only like 11am then.
we had like 4hrs b4 jan's flight.so we slacked,willy was with us lah.
we fagged again after tt we took a skytrain like back and forth frm
T1 to T2 and back den when we were at T1,we went back to T2 to
go eat..haha.lame rite..den at the food court,willy slept the rest of
us ate..den we fagged again den when to meet janelle..we passed
her the chocs den we went on a hunt for willy,we nvr knew tt he alr
left cos he couldn't find us..we went on a frantic hunt can it was
like wad the hell can we walked all over to find him,called him like
wad seemed to me like a gazillion times and in the end he msg and
say 'sorry,dun need wait le" we were like argh..nvm its over,i shall
not go back to that matter.me,char n sam went to fag again den sat
at macs,saw our camp ppl matthew n ricardo n their grp of frens..
slacked den went home..ystd we conference on my fone..me,char,
vien n willy..sam is mad..she thinks too much cos she thinks theres
something between me n willy wong(ka)..okay i shall not be so mean.
but seriously sam,u think too much,i'm commited to joakim n kaka.
wahahahaha..had fun today,but i'm tired.damn tired..yawns..

beating heart

2006-11-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

sian man now..just got home from my aunt's hse after dinner.
ate like pizza hut,so full lah..lets start from the begining of
today..woke up at like 11am.replied willy n vien..den lay dwn
again den got up to bathe den on the com till like 1pm..willy
called and i left hse.walk half way den i realised i forgot to
bring the laptop for leshia so went back up to get it,my aunt
was dere so had to say hi and all and took 10 mins b4 i could
get out of the hse again..den i was like late i knw lah i oso
trying to rush rite,den they keep calling me n sounded pissed
pai seh lah i oso not purposely de mah i oso being delayed
i oso not happy rite..haiya.nvm den it rained i had to run in e
rain can.wah lao.den when reached i sat in macs to use my
notebook den waited for the guys who were at lan shop n for
char n leshia..char came first den the guys.den slacked.alex
was rampaging through charlotte's purse..den i was like sian
lah.den leshia came she used the com den we went to fag,den
char n me went to my aunt's hse to discuss about the aust trip.
can't wait for it man..its like next wed.ahaha leshia lim u are
sending us off i dun care,bahhh..haha.tml tt vien is going off,i
think willy n me sending him off.hope char better be able to!!
sun going to watch step up at vivo i think..so yeah.hope i got
money sia..i need a money tree badly..ni ma ma mei you bi!!

dog n rose

2006-11-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

haha okay i woke up at like 10.30am..onli got outta bed at bout
11am.haha.den onli left hse at 11.30am and reach tm at 11.50.
vien came before charlotte.haha.den char came den willy..we sat
and crapped at macs den i ate den we left to go fag while tt willy
was listening to my ipod and singing like it was his hse..den left
dere and went to look for sam's present..first went to isetan,den
in the end,we bought some thing from the 3rd lvl.haha.shall nt
mention it here i case sam sees wat her present is.hahas.den to
starbucks we went to go meet krysten n alli.den alli n her fren
went to watch a movie..and vien,willy,me ended up watch krys n
char do hw..no actually the two guys just ended up drawing all
over char's exercise book.haha..tt willy wote "ni ma ma mei you"
den vien was suppose to write "mao" but the sentence ended up
beinging "ni ma ma mei you bi"..whahahaha..now lame.den after
tt fagged again n the guys went to vien house n i went hm n the
other 2 to tution..u knw wad..WILLY SPOILED MY LIGHTER!!!ARGH
.irritating.i feel like drinking..

tution

2006-11-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

yah today i woke up at like 11.30am lah.den used the com
since my bro was at tution.den ate roti prata which was my
lunch n breakfast together den used the com again till 2+
den char came over n my bro came back n i had to get off
the com so i went up with char to stairs dere den i did 1
stick just b4 tution.tution today was so boring cos we were
doing sum accumalative frequency thing..den b4 end of it
we msg vien,char typed some random lame thing lah.we
kept me laughing for quite a bit..let char listen to GOOD
music during tution.den after tt went to buy bubble tea n i
oso bought shandy since i hadn't drank it in a long time..
char's mother came to fetch her den i headed home,had a
bathe n now msg char,vien n janelle..i'll only go online after
blogging..so yeaps..g2g for dinner now.maybe gonna buy
sam's present tml.. =) just recalled,we saw my bro's frens
at tamp mart.haha

apologies

2006-11-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

den again,really sorry to the guys for having make you
all walk with us for long tym arh..realy feel very pai sei.
and char has 3 line on her leg while larve tompang her
on arvind's bike.haha

birds flock

2006-11-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

man today was a mixed day sia.hais.
went to larve's house at 3 plus liddat,den b4 i went
to larve's house i saw arvind outside the gate.den
put my things in her room den we fagged outside
her condo dere.den hang in her room and all lor..
after tt we fagged more den char flinged the bud in
someone's balcony plastic bag lah we tot we saw a
camera flash but maybe its just lightning.den leslie
n melissa came,we hang summore den msg vien n
all ask them come over since they near mah.so wen
it started to rain we all watched devil beside you
den when they came we go find them lah.they were
skating opp sch dere the block.den when we all
fagged they cont skating den we met sher n bern..
after tt call them cum over lah den fag again.they
all damn bad lah disturb the man slp on the bench..
nvm then dinner came n jan,larve,bern,sher,les,mel
go sempang eat den i tot since we called the guy
over,plus i oso not hungry so pei them lah char oso
was with me mah.nvr did i expect the rest think we
pang sei them lah.its like i not hungry go see u all
eat for wad ma.den when we about to walk to 7-11,
i call back jan cos got her miss call,den the worst
happen la.lets not get into tt.after tt we all in the not
so wonderful of mood,walked to sempang to meet..
man its not like i live in sempang right how on earth
am i suppose to find my way dere in the dark lah..
we ended up walked like wad seems forever to get to
sempang,we had to ask anglican ppl the way.at least
i got to cool dwn while walking and the guys lameing
arnd to lighten the atmosphere..wen we reached dere,
they were waiting 4 the food to arrive.we followed e
guys to 7-11 den they sat outside n char went to the
rest dere awhile.in the end we left the guys awhile to
sit with the rest.i din talk to them much at all.felt bad
so msg say sorri to the guys lor..after the rest eat den
we bid farewell to the guys and went back with the
rest.gek ming was dere by den.fagged n walked back
to larve's hus n sat in her room while the rest were
talking bout the past..the rest went to 7-11 while i
went home..gek ming n janelle talk tt tym damn funny
lah..i'm watching ANTM while blogging.man jade sucks.

willy sam vien

2006-11-19T20:24:00.000+08:00

argh ystd char suddenly said she couldn't
come lah..made me panic like shit can..
man i tell u today was like damn funny lah.
met vien n his fren at church b4 9.30am,den
they went to fetch sam which took them like
forever den by the time they came back more
than 15 mins had pass so we din attend mass
and ended up opp church doing our regular
puffs..but i din lah only sam n vien.den aft
a long while,we walked to sams' aunt's block
to wait fer her to go collect $$,she took so
long lar,den after tt we walked to tm den as
we were walking we saw audrey,haha someone's
face damn funny lah..nvm den we walked to tm
to eat macs,den char called and gave me the
greatest news ever,tt she could come.haha.her
dad was going to chengai aka bangkok lah so
we waited for her den went up to the 4th floor
to fag again den found 2 movie ticks for
flushed away..den we went to montip den coffee
bean to wait 4 elite to come with my sticks..
after tt we went to toilet and sam had to tell
us tt she was going to meet a fren so she left
me,char n the 2 guys..haha char n me were bout
to whisper sumthing when vien's fren popped his
head over lah..haha we all knew wad the common
topic was lah.so yeah after sam went off.me,char
n the 2 guys went to macs to slack for quite a
while b4 they headed back to vien's hse to go
skate.me n char went to macs again to eat lunch.
was msg joshua about meeting after tt mah.after
lunch me n char walked back to church dere to see
the guys skate as well as to fag lar.we were just
sitting arnd rotting n joelle only came with josh
at like 5 plus..so late can.oh b4 tt another guy
came dwn to skate.joelle,me n char fagged again
b4 watching the guys skate summore.after which
joelle n josh went hm n char n me stayed till like
7pm..yah actually i shldn't have come home so early
cos no one was home!!!wasted lah.i must admit tt
lookin at them skate wasn't tt bad.haha.vien's fren
was like "oi" us for who knws how long can.i feel
better after faggin today. =) tml its larve's hse i
think if my mum allows me to go out tt is..

fever

2006-11-18T21:19:00.000+08:00

man i slept at like 3am this morning,
and when i woke up at 10am,
i had this discomfort filling me all over,
i had a terrible headache n stomachache
and was freezing even with only the fan on.
den i just got out of bed and went to bathe
den headed to the hospital with my family
to go see my aunt, the whole time during
the visit i felt like shit i was aching all
over so i went to sit at the visitor lounge
and just shut my eyes to catch a little slp
but couldn't as i really was feeling like crap
my grandma and maid came out and say to go for
lunch,since i tot tt it was hunger tt caused my
discomfort,i headed dwn to eat.
when i walked to the canteen,i just ran to the
toilet and i just threw out everything frm
ystd's dinner,out in the toilet bowl,
it was a temporary relief..i ate fish gruel and
drank tea.i felt a little better,
but still like crap.den i went up again
to see my aunt and called larve's fone to
conference with char n jan.i was suppose to go
to the dancethon but when i got home i threw
up once more and headed to bed to rest,
when i got up at 3.30pm,i wanted to go to the
dancethon,but i had this spliting headache n
i came dwn with a fever of 38.1 degrees..i took
panadol n went back to slp after msg janelle tt i
couldn't make it to slack b4 the dancethon event
started..i slept will 7.45pm,woke up and ate fish
gruel again,now i'm onn the com not feeling much
better but at least i feel better than how i felt
this morning..oh well,tml's church,lets hope i feel
better and now char's having a 10 course wedding
dinner..NO FAIR i wanna eat to but i can't.
so yeah.byee

meow

2006-11-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

okay its like 10.37pm,i'm waiting for charlotte so tt we are
going to call larve to conference tml's plan which i still dun
knw wads going on.anyways,i talked to charlotte frm about
3am to about almost 7am this morning,both of us din slp
til 7am..hahas,we talked about alot of things actually,from
tat long convo,i realised tt i haven reali told her any of my
stuff,(apologies to char) perhaps one day i can summon my
courage to do so,but so far tt tym hasn't come yet,dun be
mistaken,i knw i can trust u and tt u are dere for me,i just
can't find the reason to why i'm liddat..oh well.haha i'll try
to look for you the next tym(if i dare to) =)
tml is the dancethon thing,sarah and aida are dancing haha
dun worry aida i'll cheer for you! sunday i'm being a holy
person.i'm going to mass with char and leshia and auds i
think plus vien n his fren i think hahaa after mass,no fixed
plan yet.hehees.alrights den i shall end here. byeeeee

secondhand serenade

2006-11-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

okay anyway,i'm just back frm the hospital again.have been dere
since like 2pm till like 8pm.my aunt just operated on a stone in
the gall bladder..man it had a diameter of 6cm can.yuck,talk about
spoiling my appetite.i ate like rojak and chicken rice for dinner.
so filling..argh my bro's playing DOTA again,so noisy..hais this sat
got the dancethon thing,char's going so probably i'm going for i
dunno wad reason,maybe just to get out of the hse bah.man i
seriously miss camp ALOT,couldn't slp properly the pass few days
lah..have been slpin pass 3 am since monday night.i miss the part
on doing wad we did behind buildings..haha.now i've to wait for
the next stick to arrive to me..hehes.hopefully by sunday.i'm very
bored..dumm dumm dumm duu duu dee dee dah..sian lah.*stones*

late night

2006-11-16T01:32:00.000+08:00

yeah its about 1.30am now.
can't sleep..seriously can't sleep..
was chatting with vien and sum other
ppl just now..caught up with some
old classmate and chatted..i think vien's
dead,talk half-way den disappear liao.
oh wells i realised late nights reali make
ppl think alot.no one around especially
when no ones online,theres nth to do,things
just start flowing into my mind.some good,
most on the past and some on dreams.wad can
i say,i wish there was someone to chat or talk
to now so i can just stop thinking about things.
things which make me shiver at the thought of it.
since slp is what i can't get now,all i can do is to
stone,waiting for someone or something to do!

something

2006-11-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

"if you get lost in the forest of love,
please tell me that there is light,
you'll need someone there won't you?
even if there are no shortcuts,
it isn't the end.
i hope i'm the one who shows you the
way out.

going beyond the forest of love,
the light will shine through,
even if you've gotten lost,
and walked a longer route,
as long as you reach your destination,
everything will be alright."

I MISS CAMP.haha.especially the thrill of
hiding from being caught*winks*
some ppl wil knw wad i mean..
the above if something special

camp

2006-11-14T11:45:00.000+08:00

hellooooooo i'm back from camp at majode..
haha..well lets go through from day 1 to 3.
DAY 1
-met leshia and charlotte at macs at round
5.45am den went to collect leshia's jacket
and we headed to church which was under
renovation,so we waited outside and saw
ppl with diff bags,some so small which looked
surprising how they could fit so many things in.
den some soo big tt we wonder wad they put in.
nvm,we left and reached the destination at lunch.
den went to our dorms.char reached first,and
she was in different dorms den us.UNFAIRNESS.
oh well i slept on the 2nd floor and i was on
the upper decker on the bed.since most of the beds
were 2 double decks joined together.i was next
to leshia on the upper decker.with marcia n tina
next to us and lisa below marcia.nvm i was
happy with the condition of the beds. =).had our
activities till 10pm.man it felt like 2 days.we were
shacked.leshia,me,char all bathed at 10 plus pm.
bird wanted to switch off the lights on charlotte
cos she complain she bathe so slow..hahas
den waited for our hair to dry.den me n leshia
talked alot on some DISTURBING MATTER.den slept.
haha.

day 2
me n leshia woke up at 6 am,washed up den slacked
den went up to char's dorm.went to assemble for
mass den went for breakfast den for activities again.
had like a 3 hr break time b4 dinner which was a
relief to hear..den was watching the guys play soccer.
den went up to rest till dinner..den at night there was this
video on 3 ppl talking,all i did was sleep lah.den had
this praise and worship thing where we sang and all.so funny
lah..den went to bathe and slept only at 3am.

day 3(final)
woke up at 7am.assembled at 8.30am.den had breakfast.
den had one last activity.den saw some of the facils dance.
den went to pack but me,leshia,tina,marcia alrd packed.
so we slacked.den i think all i did was diss clarissa until
so funny can..i can say tt frm this i found out tt joanne n
clarissa were NOT as quiet as i thought..hahas.den in the
end i was dwn stairs taking pics.my class was the first to
leave and i reached church at 2.20pm.i will really miss the
camp alot..made new friend both male n female.and i;ll
miss my teachers..

bugis

2006-11-11T02:46:00.000+08:00

well its like 2.47am and i'm talking to char on the phone.
i have to wake up in like another 2hrs time and i'm not
even asleep..tml's gonna be a long day.my bag is heavy..n
to enlighten those who don't knw wads going on,the sec 3
lvl of catechism is going for confirmation camp for 3 days
in johor.i hope it will be good though..will be back on
monday..

well today i met char at tampines mrt at 12.45pm den i
bought a bag frm this fashion den went to bugis to eat
yoshinoya,den met up with joelle and joshua and we kia kia
larr..crapped alot i tell you..went to bugis street and
char n me were renning their cousin.so wad can,act cool
and so irritating.now is the right tym to follow char and
go HURR..hahaha.den we went to marina square to the arcade
den to bowl.CHARLOTTE BULLY ME,SHE GOT STRIKES BUT one was
suppose to be a spare..boooo!!nvm den we made our way home,
char went back but i went joelle dere eat den i left her hse
at 9.30pm,reached home at 10.20pm.bathed,watched tv,maple,
o2jam,now online lorr..well we din take pictures today.
g2g now byeeeeeeeeeee.

hithee hither

2006-11-09T21:05:00.000+08:00

whew,today was the last of the 6 lit lessons.it was not bad
actually.macbeth on bbc version was funny cos macbeth
kept breathing like he had asthma attacks.the only cute
character was macduff's son..haha..anyway 2 weeks have
passed frm the hols i can't believe there is only 6 weeks of
holidays left.well its 2 days b4 i leave for my 3 day camp..
in johor.it would be boring but thank god i have char,tina,
leshia,lisa,audrey,alicia,sheryl,clarissa and etc.at least it
wun be so boring,EXCEPT for the fact that i may be in a
group of total STRANGERS in my class.hey you can't deny
that its natural human instinct to group with those you can
interact with rite.and i wun get to sleep on MY bed..boooo.
well 3 days seem short but i'll definately miss my other of
friends in singapore oh wells we are so near yet so far.haha.
tml i'm going out i think with char,joelle and joshua,i don't
know what the plan is though..oopps just found out maybe
they can't go..haha,sumhow i find whenever we have plans
it always ends up with only me and char going..haha,nvm
at least we can talk alot.tml shall see what we're gonna end
up doing. =) btw there was a HUGE roach in my rm ystd.eww.

o2jam

2006-11-08T15:33:00.000+08:00

i'm bored
i just got on the com
char sent me a testi with a to z
haha at least it made me smile a
bit today.sarah is being lame..
tml is my last lit lesson and
we are going to watch macbeth in
a movie.
yay after camp can go out le..
u knw what..charlotte and me think
alike.hahaha.we have some telepathy
of some sort.byeeee back to o2jam.

2nd

2006-11-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

tis is my 2nd post of the day le.
well,what can i say,i have a very
troubled friend but i guess she's
better now,at least by letting it out
you feel better mah right?dun
so fan le okay.*u shld knw who u r*

ng jia wen.haha.no lah joelle see
the above post is u okay.u better
be honoured.see u do poem i
also can lor..read below =)

life is full of unexpected surprises,
some may shock you,
some may just make your perfect day,
nth can change what has been planned,
what is done cnt be undone,
lets leave it all to take its course,
don't fret over tml when today isn't done
the future will have a path of its own
all u have to do is follow ur heart.

bbq

2006-11-07T14:52:00.000+08:00

okay i feel shacked..
lets see where shall i begin.
yesterday i had school till 12nn
den i had tution till 4pm
den i left the hse with char to make our way to
sher's bbq..we reached about 6pm
alot of ppl were dere alr.
sher,bernice,larve,melissa,denise,janelle leong,
char,me,ian,shawn,joshua,samantha,a few others.
yah at 7 liddat,leshia,rachel lim,rachel tan,ling ling,
eunice came.the bbq sorta started.xiner came
later,she was literally bbq-ing the whole way lah.
everything was going well till the unexpected
happened lah.lets not into tt shall we =).in
the end,i think ppl were injured physically
and emotionally.haha talked to rachel tan quite a
bit..anyways HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHER
AND TING WEN =)

yay

2006-11-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

Name 13 of your classmates that you can think of now. dont read the questions below until you have written all the names of the 13 people! Enjoy this quiz. (:

1.michelle
2.natasha
3.alicia
4.jacintha
5.samantha
6.ivana
7.kaixin
8.amreeta
9.ru jing
10.li ting
11.audrey
12.michelle lee
13.sonia.p

#1. How did you meet 10?
erm in secondary school lah

#2. What would you do if you never met 1?
how am i suppose to know i can't tell the past

#3. What would you do if 2 and 6 dated?
haha i will laugh till i faint,but hey nth is impossible

#4. Have you seen 4 cried?
NO! i wish i did though =)

#5. Do you think 10 is cute?
hmmm she can be sometimes

#6. How did you get to know 8?
when i got to know another friend in sec 2

#7. Would you ever go on a date with 12?
hell NO!i'm perfectly straight

#8. Whats 7's favourite colour?
errr how am i suppose to know i din ask her

#9. What would you do if 6 confessed that he/she likes you?
hahaahaha it will be the end of the world,it won't happen

#10. Facts about 9.
-lame
-weird
-damn funny
-loves a teacher who is not in school anymore

#11. Who's 4 going out with?
i think she's single who knows

#12. Who's 5 to you?
a good friend from primary school

#13. Would you ever live with 13?
i don't think so

#14. Is 2 single?
at the moment yes but soon no

#15. What do you think about 3?
she's a bloody hell good friend i made

#16. Whats the best thing about 5?
she is easy to get along with

#17. What do you think about 11?
she is ALWAYS crazy

#18. Favourite memory with 2?
who we used to share problems with each other

6 lucky people i tagged :
1.charlotte
2.joshua
3.ting wen
4.joelle
5.xiner
6.priscilla

>>>>>>>> NEXT UP <<<<<<<<

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON THAT ..
1. Made you smile? can't reveal that.
2. Saw you cry? the last time i cried no one saw me but the last some one saw me cry,my classmates
3. Went to the movies with you? charlotte and krysten
4. You talked to on the phone? my mum

WOULD YOU RATHER ..
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2. Be serious or funny? it depends lah
3. Drink whole or skim milk? whole,tts where the nutrients are
4. Die in a fire or drown? why would i even think of how i want to die?!
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?parents DUH

DO YOU PREFER ..
1. Flowers or candy? CANDY!!!
2. Gray or black?black without a doubt
3. Colour or black and white photos?.black and white,the look more sentimental
4. Lust or love? love like DUH lust is just ewwww
5. Sunrise or sunset? sunset =)
6. M&Ms or skittles? M&M i have a weakness for chocolates
7. Staying up late or waking up early?staying up late,i detest waking up early for no reason

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ..
1. Do you like anyone? now?nope
2. Ever recorded a sexual act on video?HELL NO tt is just sick
3. Have you taken a picture naked? never will
4. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? hmmmm personal

DO YOU PREFER ..
1. Sun or moon? moon i love night fall
2. Snickers or mars bars?snickers i loved them since young
3. Left or right? what qn is this..right
4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends? two best friends is already a blessing
5. Sunny or rainy? rainy,its a good time to ponder or sleep
6. Vanilla ice-cream or chocolate icecream? vanilla,simple yet sweet

ABOUT YOURSELF ..
1. What time is it? 8.22pm
2. Name? christabel
3. Nickname(s)? bel, bella
4. What is your birth date?11/01/91
5. What do you want right this second? a new room fully with a computer and an ipod video
6. Where do want to live? in taiwan or in miami
7. How many kids do you want? it varies as i age
8. You want to get married? now no,maybe yes in the future

UNIQUE ..
1. Can you roll your tongue? yeah.why does it matter

OTHERS ..
1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl, why would i carry a scissors with me everywhere
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? isn't tt junk mail,why would i eat it?!
3. Favourite icecream? be specific, flavour? mango
4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? none
5. Whats your favourite kind of soda? mango
6. Do you cook?

HAVE YOU ..
1. Had a crush? before?yeah
2. Bought something? yepps
3. Sang? of cos i love singing
4. Been hugged?uh huh almost all the time in school
5. Felt stupid? all the time
6. Missed someone? yeah,its natural you know
7. Danced crazy? haha,yes it was utterly embarrassing
8. Gotten your hair cut? of cos i'm 15 you know
9. Cried? who hasn't
10. Lied? hehe yes i have
11. Stole anything?this one NO

stayover

2006-11-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

hmm,yesterday i woke up at 6am to go meet
at char's condo to go help my K2 chinese
at st.anne's kindergarden's graduation
rehersals i tell you the children are so
cute can,i helped at class kindness A.got
this girl called jeeslyn,she so cute can,
when i ask her to partner this boy cos
they both got no partner,she say "dunn wan"
den she cling onto me like i sellin her off
liddat.they whole rehersal was so funny,it
reminded me of my kindergarden performance.
we helped the change to their costumes and
all.in the end,i really am sad to say tt
we can't turn up for the actual day cos we
have confirmation camp.anyway,after tt we
went to TM to starbucks,saw rachel lim,
leshia and rachel tan.den i went home to get
my stuff den to meet my mum to go char's hse
to stayover while our mum's played majong.
me n char slept at 3am,we talked quite abit.
today,we woke up at 10am and met leshia and
sher and bernice at tm macs at about 1pm.
den me leshia and char went to eat den to
walk arnd and of cos surprisingly i started
to do it again..oh well.later we walked to
century den leshia went off to meet her frens
in the end we went to this fashion to walk
den back to char's hse.we after tt walked to
buy dinner.den met janelle cos she was in a
desperate need for sumthing.i justed finished
dinner.maybe tml meeting joelle,dunno yet.

empty apartment

2006-11-01T15:47:00.000+08:00

the sky is now very gloomy
i miss the beginging of last yr
i feel sleepy
i don't wanna go to sch tml
i wanna go shopping
i need money
i need new music
i feel like eating durians
i'm bored
someone lend me princess hours vcd!

okay what was above was my random and current
thoughts.well i just watched 2 hrs of HK drama
well.todays history lesson was LONG.glad i
pulled through tt lesson.i've been wrting alot
of testi's lately..oh well..tml's lit and fri
too but i've got sumthing else planned on fri so
yeah..okays i think tts all for now.

KIM JEONG HOON ROCKS..

BURGANDY

2006-10-30T20:04:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY DYED MY HAIR BURGANDY

well today was tiring with maths tutorial
and all but after tt me,tina and char dyed
our hair at tina's hse.her mum dyed for us.
b4 tt i was at the hosp visiting my aunt,
we like saw sister rita when char n me were
eating lunch with my family.cos my uncle knw
sister rita tts why she sat with us.horrible
i tell u..well the past few days i was like
busy helping my cousin with my other cousin's
wedding on sunday,it was a big success..yay.
i visited some blogs which i haven't visited
in a LONG time..haha..oh wells

PRINCESS HOURS ROCKS ESPECIALLY KIM JEONG HOON =)

marina

2006-10-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

man today was the bomb i tel u..so funny lor..
morning went to school in jeans and a t-shirt.
den had some prayer service thingy,den had
recess den leaps card update although i had
nth to update lah..den went back class and took
class pics and individual pics with our own
camera..den we did some surveys and collected
our report book..man i was like so scared lah
i failed 2 subs..as expected,bio and amaths..
den after school,me,charlotte,tina and sharlene
went to pasir ris to make ez card,den we went
to white sands to get a bad for char's dictionary
den we headed for far east,we saw alicia,zara
and joanna in white sands.we ate BK at far east
den walked arnd,we literally went to far east
to go try shoes.haha..den in the end,me,char
and sharlene bought a pair each..den we headed
to marina to walk,we were suppose to bowl,but
it was too crowded so we ended up sitting
at KFC to drink.oh yah b4 tt we were in watsons.
den christina bought this burgandy dye,so
me,char n her sharing.we were so bored tt we
ended up taking pics in the toilet.we went to 2
diff ones lah..so funny can..the pics are in
friendster..haha..well heres one.guess who these
shoes belong to..

results

2006-10-23T20:33:00.000+08:00

man i am really not in a good mood right now
i feel like i can just jump of a building without thinking
today was like the collection of results
lets see how i did..

emaths paper 1: 39/60
emaths paper 2:29/80 (D7)
amaths:31/100 (F9)
english:62.5 (B4)
chinese:59 (C5)
history: (F9)
social studies:48/100 (D7 )
biology:31/80
chemistry:(F9)
physics:51.3/100 (C6)
literature:56 (C5)

post exam

2006-10-19T16:19:00.000+08:00

well i have realli nth much to do now.
post exam is boring.although i got to
watch high school musical and akeelah
and the bee..hahas.
today we literally sat in the canteen
for like 2 hrs doing nth but talk and
eat.the whole of NA level was in the
primary school hall collecting results.
mine next week..sheesh i dun want it
back at all..

next week oso nth much lah,tml my class
going shooting at yishun safra but i dun
think i going lah.guess what,char's
beside me now haha on my laptop.okays den
i shall end here

tribute

2006-10-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

i just had to write something on my mind after watching
something..friends really HAVE to be treasured..seriously..
so heres a shoutout of my gratitude and gratefulness
to my friends:

firstly to charlotte:
of cos u have the first to be mentioned..i knew u since
like donkey years ago.I'm really glad to have u as a
friend.REALLY grateful.. =) like u always say "xie le lao
xiong".sorry if i had ever did anything or say anything
that upset/disappoint or hurt you.you have been there
for me most of the time and the only time i dun go
looking for you is when u had a partner if u know what
i mean..yes sometimes i do get upset or hurt by your
words and actions,but other than that,i don't think i can
ever thank u enough for the friendship we have.the
great thing is that we settle our unhappiness on the spot
which is why we seldom have huge quarrels.yes we had
our ups and downs but you're still my best of best friends.

second to aida and joel and joshua:
aida,even though i onli got to know u better when we msg
and wrote letters,but through that i learned that you were
a trust-worthy friend and so u became my diary and
vice-versa.I thank you for the times you were there for me
and listened to my probs.u go girl! =).i will always rmb e
times when u stayed over at my place.hahas.
joel,hmmm i think i onli knew u through janelle which was
like at the end of dec last yr.yeah u were an intimidating
person but u proved that looks can be deceiving.hehe.well,
i also admit that i was definately frightened when i 1st saw
you,but still after getting to know u,i thank you also for e
times when u were there for me like when my grandma was
in the hospital and all..really thanks u. =) i know u have
constant probs,so hang in there.
Joshua my godbro.what can i say.he's a young boy with
problems..hahas but he has definately been a great help
to me and of cos his lameness always brightens up many
ppl's days..thanks

tribute 2

2006-10-13T18:07:00.000+08:00

next to peeps like,janelle,ting wen,tasha
hahas.janelle..u are one active girl and lame too,but,still i do
rmb the times when u were serious and helped me in one
way or another..sometimes i admit that your short temper
may be horrible,but,sometimes u are a great help in cheer-
ing ppl up and i thank u for that.and ur girlfriend,ting wen,
who was also dere for me when i was down.thanks to both
of u.to tasha who was a great help to me last year =)..

to ppl like my sg idol buddies
hahas.i will NEVER forget the time we spent chasing the idols
at roadshows and of cos during live performances.i love u
guys..hahas.

to ppl like jessie,bird,chel
hmmm well to the "genius" jessie..i won't 4get those sec 2 days
when we gathered in ur classroom after sch everyday..man u
were this crazy kid..i still kept and sms u sent me like last yr.
hahas.it was meaningful okay.yes even though i think all of us
drifted apart,but i'm definately glad that i had u as a friend...
erm.bird.what can i say,this seems weird,but well,yes even
though like what i mentioned,we all seemed to have drifted,but,
although there were especially awful times,but i won't deny that
u were there for me when i was utterly stressed last year,and yah.
thanks for tt.of cos to the lollipop stealer..chel.hahas.i will always
mb the days in sec one,when during one of the activities,me n
u sneaked up to ur 1.6 classroom and had a good chat under
the tables.=) that was the onli time i got to know the more
sentimental side of u..u were also a great friend . =)..

to all those that i din mentioned in person:
know that whoever i know,that all of u have been a great part
of me and i will NEVER EVER FORGET anyone!! all of u,including
those mentioned above,have your own problems faced in life,but
know that i will ALWAYS rmb all of u . and when u have no one to
turn to i'll be here.. i love u guys =)

xiao-j birthday

2006-10-10T12:12:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm..well what can i say..THE EXAMS ARE ENDING!!!
yayness..hahahas..BUT so far i haven't got any good papers.
so i got a bad feeling my results will be horrible..oh no..

tml is my amaths paper which is gonna be hell even
though i want to pass it very badly and i love the subject
actually execpt for the chapter on logarithm..sheesh..
friday is my bro's b'dae.

hmmm.what can i say..yesterday me char n krysten went
to the airport to study at starbucks..as we were coming to
our 4th hour there,this LADY just had to indirectly chase
us from our seats..come on.if sumones asks u to sit at
sum where else,why on earth would u still want to be at
tt place and get embarrassing stares..me char n krysten
were filled with anger but we just smiled and walked away.
urgh that woman cna still talk to us in chinese..char said
tt maybe she dun wan to let her ang moh client hear her
asking us to go away so she talk in chinese..so yeah..
just becos she's an adult she can be so inconsiderate meh.
talk about social and moral education,i think she din have
la..and i tot adults were suppose to set a good example..

oh well i shall end here den..

kate moennig

2006-10-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

well its been a hell of an examination these
few days.literature wasn't too bad and i had
memorised more quotes than i had expected.
tml is gonnabe real hell cos i have never ever
payed attention during bio and tml is it..i
think i might as well drop it since i dun knw
a shit about bio this yr..

whooooshhh exactly 1 more week till the
exams are over.I haven't really saved money
though.oh man i have like tution later..
a-maths is like next week and i'm very very
nervous..i din complete mt s.s paper yesterday
and of all the qns i just HAD to not complete
a 13 mark qn..i'm in for deep shit i tell u

so far eng,chi,lit,s.s,e-maths 1 is OVER..
i have like a-maths,e-maths 2,chem,phy,bio,hist.
oh mannn tis is gonna be a long week..

memories

2006-10-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

MEMORIES by ronin

Memory Fading from the mind like a melody
Tangled in the reverie of time
It's so hard to say goodbye

And endlessly talking to the angels of your heart
Dancing with the demons of regret
It's so hard to let you go
Paint a picture in my mind
A life I had but left behind
Baby when you call my name will you still care

Tenderly Slip away to find a better place
Just flying flying flown away from home
Now you stand alone
Now you stand alone

starry

2006-10-01T16:17:00.000+08:00

well yes i just came back frm a filling buffet lunch..

this is what happened since friday

friday...
-went to sch for half a day
-arranged tables and chairs in the hall
-went to krysten's hse with char
-watched "undiscovered"
-ate den studied
-krysten went for dental
-char n me talked
-we cont talking when krysten came back
-i went home at 5.30pm

saturday..
-woke up at 10am
-at pancakes
-my parents and grandma went to send my
uncle and aunt at the airport
-my parents,bro and me checked into
changi hotel for a 1 night stay
-it was a COOL hotel man..
-very simple designed hotel but NICE =)
-swam,bathed,ate
-my parents went for a meeting
-my bro and me were in the hotel room
-watched 'i'm not stupid"
-watched "be cool","beauty shop"
-also watched soccer!!
-parents bought mac's back at 12mn
-ate supper and slept =)

TODAY..
-woke up at 7.15am
-went to fetch my grandma
-went to church
-went to the hotel to pack up
-had buffet lunch at the hotel
-GREAT FOOD..
-went to buy my sch shoes
-NOW I'M HOME =)

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL!!!
I need to study badly

helena

2006-09-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

today i'm nt exactly in a good mood.
WHY is this so stressful
i can't study
nth is going into my brain.
i stay awake at night to study
i try all ways but its not working
i am going to have a burn out soon.
i feel hopelessly unready for the exam
i just wish i was dead now
i feel i'm on the verge of being brain dead
i am NOT ready.
i really wish i can turn back time.

dance dance paul

2006-09-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

yay in 10 mins time got miami ink.its a great show..
well sunday me,char n krysten watched john tucker
must die..it was so hilarious..

wah today i had like 2 test in a row la..so stress..omg
tml is like the 2nd last day till no more lessons and
onli exams..die le die le..

my parents just went out..man i'm so bored..okay i
shall go watch my tatoo show now..

the winner.

2006-09-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

OMG paul was so hot when he sang dance dance..and
joakim looked so cute and charming when he wore
the suit with the red shirt..*faints*

yes as EXPECTED hady won..ELECTRICO WAS GOOOD..
=) ..

you give wing when i'm falling,
you lift me up when i'm down,
you raise me high,
up to the sky,
yeah,you made me,flyyyyyy..

nice song nice tune..but seriously i think all the top 12
were great..

the avenues

2006-09-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

yes i am blogging again.
i shall start off with talking about today.

i woke up at like 7am to go to sch.
i was like so tired cos its a SATURDAY and
i woke up so early.nvm lit lesson was fun
and fruitful.i am going for dinner with my
aunt n uncle later.

anyways,THE OBS GIRLS ARE BACK.although
the noise is back but yay..

lets see,many things haf happened tis week
*monday
-studied in the library after school
*tuesday
-RUSHED to tution right after school
-janelle got drunk
*wednesday
-had lit tutorial till 4.30pm
-priscilla turned back bung
-janelle was singing songs after sch
-saw joakim and paul on tv!!
*thursday
-went to tm with char,aida,krysten n leshia
*friday
-studied at the airport with char n krysten
*saturday
-woke up early to go to sch for lit lessons.

yes this has been my 6 days..tml i'm gonna
go ahead with a plan.haha only one person
knws wat i'm talking about =)

shimmy shimmy

2006-09-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

yes i just came back from the airport at 8pm just
nw,i was with char n krysten n zhi ling..alli din
go cos she got tution.zhi ling left after eating
macs with us.we were at T2 for bout 3 hrs lor.saw
many ppl like hilda,ian,connie,justin,hafizah,
deborah..i did my history hw and sum lit..hais my
brain is dying,i'm dying..reali very stressed.i
dunno how i'm gonna cope with my studies or yet
alone life so i guess i just have to deal with it.
as i was reading joakim's blog something he wrote
struck my mind from the movie coach carter.i
watched tt movie with char,bird,jessie n lisa..
i missed those good old days last year we watched
it on bird's b'day last yr i think..tt was realli
a meaningful show..the phrase tt joakim rmbed was
also the phrase tt has been stuck in my mind ever
since i watched the show..
"The greatest fear we have, is being inadequate".
so i guess i have to just keep it in my mind..
another phrase frm cinderella story is..
"dun let e fear of losin keep u frm playin e game"
hais i shall pen of here..

kailun kaiwen

2006-09-19T21:34:00.000+08:00

haha.chatting with aida now bout how much we miss mr lin.
under one roof just finished.tml got lit tutorial lor..just now
me n char got maths tution wah i suddenly want to pass my
maths badly.tml got 3 period bio again lor..sian man.oh yes
its like 8 school days more b4 the exams start-->panic tym!
its like so rush can how to study..die lah..it like i have only
5 hrs of amaths lessons and 4hrs of emaths lesson and 9 hrs
of literature left to learn lots more on Macbeth..its like gonna
be crash course lor..okays i've only completed sum work but
studying and memorising i haven even started..ok next week
is gonna be hectic and a real mess so i have to get prepared.
i shall scoot off now.

break up

2006-09-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

i'm msg my dearie now..haha..yes saddening news.
tw n jan brk liao..haiyo dunno la they two sumtimes
okay sumtimes not..oh wells.today sch was okay.3 ppl
in my class go OBS camp.I have loads of hw.exams in
like 2 weeks time.i'm so dead. =( .i have like loads
more to study.today me n char accomplished sumthing
we actually studied for almost 2hrs in the library.she
studied her bio but i did my ss and lit and a little maths.
natasha din turn up and her phone was off so hard to
find her la den nvr let us knw oso..nvm,fri study again.
tml after sch char n me haf to chiong to tution at 3pm.

yesterday,after cat,me,char n tina bought this jap ball
of cheese n chicken ham..yah.den the waffle sausage.
den me n char went to mit joelle n joshua at expo.
ended up eating den went off to lan..me n josh played
maple.haha.den keep on DC la..den joelle was chatting
with sum1 den char help her type when she walked
away..den when she came back i got off the chair,den
she tot i was going to push it back but i din,so in the
end she fell of the chair so hilarious.den b4 me n char
left,she hit her head under the table..hahahaha..it was
a fun day la..alrights den i shall end off here..i got
tickets to the mon results show for SI finals..

who needs 1 hill when we've got 2

2006-09-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

oh.i just came back frm my nephew's 1 mth..haha.
his name is marc.so cute lor.veri long nvr carry 1
mth old baby ler..omg their house is like the nicest
hse i have ever seen.they stay in pasir ris,the condo
is called es paris which is just behind pasir ris poly
clinic/police station..damn nice lor cos they live in
a pent house..omg the hse is nearly a million $$...
their house is like half a million more than the price
of my house..its a condo,but cos its a pent house so
its the higest lvl and has 2 lvls..3 bed rooms,each
with personal toilet and 1 study room..the hse's
theme is simplicity so all the colours in the hse are
just black,grey and mostly white..the toilets are all
the same concept,black flooring and everything else
white,while the living room on the 1st lvl has a light
grey focus wall and a surround sound theattre system.
the stairs to the 2nd lvl is sorta spiral then got a huge
open space..the house is just cool man..ahhh its a
dream come true to see tt hse xia..nvm..anyways was
at char's hse this morning cos her sis b'day.tml got
church..so yes i shall go sleep now..

panic @ the disco

2006-09-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

yes..i'm mapling once again..my bootes acc tt is..
i'm bored..now i'm chatting with levan and after
reading joakim's blog,its saddening yes even being
out of idol,he is still being dissed..poor boy..
yeah..i'm still sick and din go to sch today..i
woke up at 10am..now i'm chatting and eating.char's
cuming later.we have 3 hrs of tution later on..oh
yes.listening to panic at the disco now..i'm bored
and tired..jasmine was out yesterday on SI..jon n
hady are the final 2 as expected..i hope jon wins
though..

shane carmen

2006-09-12T17:18:00.000+08:00

i feel terribly sick..my god my head hurts..
i've been in bed all day thanks to the med..
i hate having asthma attacks.so xing ku can.
yah..i think my hw pile is as high as the sky.
nw chatting with char.just sent her sum pics.
den uploaded sum in my friendster.tonight
got no show to watch.tml i hope jonathan
does well.cos i wan to see him and hady in e
finals..yay i going austalia at the end of the
year..to perth.2 weeks dere.yay..haha.to the
south and west of australia.i get to go on a
holiday..wheeee...hahahahaha..yay yay yay..
but stil got 3 months.. and exams is just
3 weeks away..oh no..i'm so not prepared..
die die die..oh wells..

where ever you will go

2006-09-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

yes its a monday the hols are over but i'm sick.
yes i have another asthma case and a bad throat.
will only be going to sch on wed..i've been sleeping
since ystd..i feel like shit now..anyways.just today i
found out that my prediction bout what wld happen
when sch reopen indeed was true..hais see i knew
it'd be tt way ever since the begining..so yeah..wat
a horrible thing to happen on the 1st day i was NOT
in school..oh well tts just how it is i guess..so yes..
made a new friend ystd..she's such a nice person
to talk to..yes..and chatted with alli and char too
man we 3 are the lamest ppl on earth..so farnie i tel
u..yes guess what joakim went to tracy's house for
dinner ystd..boohoo..he mentioned her on his blog.
yeah..he seems pretty much more relaxed now so tts
good..today's quote "Life Is Unpredictable"

9 days..

2006-09-08T10:12:00.000+08:00

woah i haven blogged in the past 9 days..
lots have happened..
well me,alli,char went to krysten's house on
thursday den to watch devil wear's prada at
the cathay den we took loads of pics on the
way..den we met rachel and went to catch SI
results show..which was the WORST show i have
ever been too..JOAKIM was out..paul was also
in the bottom 2..why must joakim go out on
he's best performance..hais..me n yu qing
cried out hearts out i tel u..butit was worst
cos we were on camera..joakim told us not to
cry..den yu qing got to talk to him on the
fone cos her friend knew joakim..so yeah..the
competiton is so lifeless without him dere..

well on friday,it was 1st sept..one day after
krysten's b'day..me,alli and char went to her
hus again to celebrate..her mum cooked nice
food..haha..we watched dvds and slacked..den
dinner tym came and we had sushi.cos krysten's
mum ordered sushi.yay..den we called aida over
her sis came too..haha..it was overall fun..
my parents fetched me at 11.40pm.and i missed
the chance to drink the vodka..sobs..
anyways..met char and alli the nxt day and we
went to compass point to the the remaining 4
SI contestants..jon gave this girl he's sun-
glasses and a kiss and e SI bag cos she asked
a question and all..so yeah..aida and leshia
met us there.

den on sun we had church..my aunt's dad had
passed away so after going out with char i
went to the wake..it was pretty saddening 4
me cos i was close to him wen i was young..
den we went home at 11pm.den on mon..i and
my maid n grandma went to the wake at arnd 3
in the afternoon and i stayed over at the
wake and only went home at 8.30 am on tue's
morn..den had 2 hrs sleep den went back to
the wake at 12nn..den it was cremation day
and all so everything was very hectic..den
after everything was done,we went to my aunt's
house for prayer..den wed i had tutorial..yest
oso..den i met char after my tutorial den we
went to the cathay to watch movie den went to
SI results show..man this time paul was out..
the competiton ain't have any fun no more..
so yeah..alli cried but at least char got to
talk to him on the fone..sobs..haha..
alright den.i'm meeting char later..so byes.

teacher's day..

2006-08-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

why won't ppl ever understand.first it was my friends den family,
now classmates..my life is really going no where..sigh must reali
go de-stress with char soon..my class got ppl who reali too much
pls lor 14 weeks to do work i knw i take very long la,but i alrd try
sending to u alot of times liao right if u cannot receive my prob
meh,i oso got try asking other ppl send but u cannot receive not
my problem what.**ck la must say me until like f*c*meh..forget it
la my parents another one..nvr ending de can..friends another one,
one by one its getting frm bad to worst and they nvr change their
worst of habits.if u have nvr made any mistake,den i'll very humbly
accept the comments but everyone knws better tt no one is perfect,
so u all ain't have any right to make unfair comments about it,phew.
tts all i'm gonna say

do u ever feel like just running away,
running to a far away place,
a place where everything is just perfect,
a place where nothing can go wrong with no conflict.
i have ever felt that way and just wanted to escape
from where i am and the life i'm leading
because the number of ppl who nvr understand me
is way more than those who do understand me
it does take a lot of patience to tolerate ppl i knw
but i guess that just how we have to lead life,
its just full of problems which is how i get to knw
who my real friends are,if i am not good why would anyone
be any better..hais alright then tts all

bedok inter macs

2006-08-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

yes..today had aces in the morning to the westlife song
"when you're looking like that"..so nice the song..haha.
den had lessons and all.michelle din cum to sch lor.not
fair..anyways had lessons after sch had tutorial.den yah.
after tutorial met char,janelle,sher,bernice,larve and sam.
den walked to simpang bedok..den stay dere awhile den
went shop n save den walked all the way to opp tanah
merah dere the bus stop can.sooo freaking far den in the
hot sun summore..den we took bus to bedok inter..but
larve and sam walk to larve's tamil lesson..yah den we
had to stop at sum stop to take another bus and jan sort
of injured herself while walking down the bus..yepps.so
we went macs at bedok inter den met joelle and all.so
yeah..today was alright overall..i have many troubled
friends around me..fret not..just pour out your woes n
you'll feel a tinnie winnie bit better and feel not so heavy.
yeapps..

wed i going singapore idol spectaculars..yay..my joakim
singing cheena song leh..hahas..

well my current thoughts: live life to the fullest;without
regret because there is no time for regret in our lives..
we never know when is our last day so why not live life
as well as we can.. =)

bowling

2006-08-20T20:17:00.000+08:00

yes today went church with charlotte,audrey and nicole.
den went for cat.today's cat wasn't tt bad.den was msg
leshia and joshua during cat.asked leshia where she was
goin aft cat den she dunno i oso dunno.den yah.aft cat
me and char went down with our bro's den took pic with
mathilda frm singapore idol cos she in our church.she is
very nice lor.she talked to alli on theresse 's fone.den she
told alli tt she must vote for her own idol so tt they can be
in.den wished her a good sunday.den me,my bro and
theresse took pic with her char took the pic for us.haha..
den was suppoose to go mit joshua and joelle but din so
followed char and her family with my bro to changi there
to go eat at the club den play arcade,pool and bowling..
char won the first game of bowling and i won the 2nd.yay.
hahas..den yes..had fun.tml got chinese tutorial.sian la.
i shldn't have shown my mum the progress card man..
make noise onli..sheesh..spoil my daY..haha.char was
nice enough to gif me a testi.. =)

road show at tm

2006-08-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

well woke up at 10am today slept at 2am ystd cos i was
drawing the alphabets for the banner.met char at 12.30
at mrt control station at tampines den went to tm 4th flr
open plaza to meet alli to queue for sg idol..well we sat
down and i helped char to cut out her words after which
it RAINED..argh what bad weather.nvm char went to the
toilet to clean our boards while i cont. cutting..later we
prepared our seperate banners which did turn out nice n
we were glad haha.yu qing and her cuz came while we
were doing our banners.alli did a simple one for paul and
jon.i hope joakim will stay in.we went up stage and i was
the las among the 6 of us.i shook everyone's hand execpt
jasmine.jon,paul and joakim remembered me.yay.joakim
said he liked the banner and he thanked me and all.jon n
paul said thanks for coming again..after i went of stage i
realised tt i din give him the card and present went char
asked me.den we went to the front.man i din knw char's
voice was tt loud.she called for justin den he came den i
asked him to pss the gift and card to joakim den he asked
me for my name den i said it into the mike,den he asked
what i would like to say to joakim den i said good luck.i
was like so nervous la.den he asked anything else to say?
den i looked at char den she said into the mike "joakim we
love you!".i was like shocked la..den we went back into the
crowd den i found out tt alli and nicole got 2 tickets to wed
show frm jon fanclub.den we decided to go 2 joakim's mum
and i din dare to ask den i just raise my banner and scream
joakim 4 fun since we had nth to do bt i din knw she heard
den she look at my banner the pic den she smile den i went
up to her cos she was calling me.den she told me thanks 4
supporting joakim den she asked my name den asked if i
going this wed den i was like erm can.den after the show den
we saw her again den she came up to us den she talk to us
telling us thanks for making the banner and all.den she say
she will ask pauline to msg me about the tickets for wed.she
said that she make sure we get the tickets..haha..yay.nw i haf
to beg my parents..yay yay yay.tml got church.sian..anyways.
g2g nw.

sweet child of mine

2006-08-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

well my joakim's in the compitition still =) almost cried ystd.
but mathilda going out was really a surprise as she is really
the power house of the competition.nxt week its asian pop.
ireally wonder how joakim is gonna fare and paul is singing
a chinese song..hahas..tml i'll be going to the road show with
alli,char,yu qing and yiyi..hahas..yay..we making banner..

hmmm.today was alright yeah..very funny actually but i was
having very bad mense cramps and a pounding headache..
hais everyone changes bah..sch is starting to feel so different
everyday..perhaps i'm just drifting frm sum ppl but yahs.i stil
love my singapore idol clan.. =) ..at least i knw they are dere
for me..my world's going in circles and i just seem to go back
to square 1 everytime..sigh i gues tts how my life is suppose
to be.. so yeah.

banner

2006-08-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm today was pretty much okay just tt i got quite
irritated with someone..yeah i bet a few of my frens knw
who i'm talking bout..anyways b4 sch did my lit wasn't
feeling nice actually ppl just think i'm deaf or that i am
oblivious to my surroundings knw pls i knw wat is being
said no doubt about tt..tml's gonna be a short day.thur
suppose to go result show cos i got mosh tickets but my
mum maybe onli let me go nxt week..banner banner yay.
haha..today after sch went out wit char..went to mit joel
yah..so funny lor felt like i very long nvr get to joke arnd
with char le..haahs..can't wait for saturday..wheeee..

nth is like b4

2006-08-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

man these few days were like phew..lots been happening
and i think the whole world is like sitting on me..yeah tts
what i feel like now..sat i went for my singapore idol and
joakim remembered me.haha so did jon..hope they will
still be in nxt week..hais other then tt i think i don't have
much to say except sorry dunn ask me who i'm saying it to
i just am..yeah so i guess i shall end here gonna cal char
nw so yups.bye.

national day

2006-08-08T18:18:00.000+08:00

well i'm so angry tt cannot go for the spectaculars
tonight..sigh.oh wells..tml is national day.nothing
special actually every year also the same thing..i
am just looking foward for the spectaculars after
the celebration..char left for KL this morning and
i din go for sports carnival also..well i'm still in
the process of watching ai qing mo fa shi.now at
chap 11.

hmmm nth lately happened.on sat i went to the
suntec starhub roadshow to see the singapore
idols den went to my nephew's 1 year birthday..
drank 2 cans of beer and 2 glasses of sheraden
(coffee liquor) very nice but can make ppl drunk.
cos its 15.5% alcohol..den drank one glass of tis
rose wine quite nice actually..hahas..

on sunday went church den catechism.after tt char
go ikea with her family den i walked with leshia to
inter den went home.i did some hw den at bout 3
plus i left hus den went to mit joshua and joelle
yah den after tt i went home at bout 6.30pm..mon
went to sch..yah tts bout it.

joelle birthday

2006-08-06T20:14:00.000+08:00

oh well today had church and all..den i walked to inter
with leshia..i went home.did some hw,den about 3plus
went to mit joelle and joshua.was suppose to call char
but she was at ikea..i hope can go for show this tue..
joelle father and auntie so farnie can..well glad i saw
them today cos so long nvr contact them liao..oh yes
for the upteen time HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JOELLE..
hahas..alright i shall go back to being sad tt my lucify
din win the compition..

result show

2006-08-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday i went to the singapore idol result
show.The show can give me heart-attack de can.
i tot joakim going out can..heng arh.but so
sad to see jay go too.so high lor..omg joakim
sing the hard days night and paul and jon.so
hot can ahhh with the mike stand..hahas.i love
the show so much..sat going road show..sunday
is joelle birthday..tml i got my nephew b'day
also..alrights then not much thoughts 4 today.
but i just find tt sum ppl i just can't trust
anymore.hais..

mrs jude shane gomez

2006-08-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm..just heard jay sing finish.I realli saw a big
improvement in joakim's singing.He was more focus.
perhaps keeping the monkey in for a while did reap
some results.and i'm glad that he did do his best.the
rest din do too bad.paul wasn't as good as i had
expected.tml i going the result show.so exciting leh.
well i msg joshua for the whole afternoon.haha..he
very funny..miss talking to tt didi.fri got test tml oso
got test.so many lor..i screwed up my bio practical
and my phy/chem test today lor..die le.

thought of the day:
"speak your mind or forever hold ur piece*
this quote..very mysterious actually..it came to my
mind on my way back home in the bus.such a piece
of lyrical phrase with so mch winning behind these
few words.may be positive or negative..i dunno why
i just have so many thoughts on all these things
which ppl find unimportant in life.. =)

du ya si,ling er qi,fei nan du

2006-08-01T22:18:00.000+08:00

well today was pretty much the same..mrs heng din cum and
the work she assigned was so damn hard..tml got my o'level
S.P.A practical for pure biology..die can..den got chem/phy
combined standard test summore.so many things can.time
to study man..got extra enrichment lesson for end tml after
school..i haven't even done the writing for the lesson.see so
much work to complete can..argh..today's 9pm chinese show
was nice..weixiang so poor thing..tml got singapore idol..
i hope joakim does well for this british theme..*prays hard*.
hais things haven't been going so smoothly lately..i dunno
where to start as my brain is filled with too many things to
start the senario of scenes one by one.All i can say is that i
am going to be pushed over my limitation soon.how can ppl
every do this to others..everyone has a limit and its not a
decent thing to push them over the edge..it can get nasty for
those who have a low patience lvl..hais they nvr understand
do they..i'm not gonna start calling or pointing out names
but i knw what i'm talkin about and its what i have to say as
thats what's in my mind right now..so yeah..

ai qing ling du C

2006-07-31T18:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm.haven't been posting alot lately.well..alot
has been happening lately..i just came back frm a
3 day trip to tanjong pinang..12 of us went..all
my family members lor..led by this guide called
arianto..he's quite nice actually..gave us a very
memorable trip..tonight there's this meet and greet
session at mt.emily..so sad my mum say i can onli
go on weekends..this sat got one..at 2pm..i may
be going with alli again..

somehow i've been thinkin.many things in life goes
against our will and we have to accpept it either
willingly or unwillingly but its part of what we
live through..living in this world isn't exactly
the simpliest thing but we are definately here for
a reason..i feel that no matter what we do,as long
as we give it our all,we will have nothing to be
upset about..and ppl can say all they what about u,
but it may affect u negatively,so why be bothered
by it when u shld take it to your stride and treat
it as a way to improve yourself..comments may be
harsh and painful but its what comes out of other's
mouths..if they have a heart,they won't say untrue
things..yupps thats what i've been feeling lately..

joakim

2006-07-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

wheeeee last sat was a blast..JOAKIM JUDE SHANE GOMEZ..omg..
so nice..well i met alli at city hall at bout 12.30pm..we made our
way to J8..we were in the queue at the open plaza at bout 1.15pm.
we waied for a long while about an hr plus b4 the singapore idol
top 10 came..it was JOAKIM's 18th birthday..wahhh he wear
pink so nice..anyways..went up to get the autograph thing den hug
him..ahhhhh..oh wells..was screamin his name until i wan to "zhao
sia" after we came down frm stage,we went to grab a drink and
went back up again cos alli wanted to..and we went down a level
to see them off..so squeezy can..den they were like right above
us..den screams all around..many pics taken..joakim received many
letters and flowers and presents of cos..after tt we made our way
to cine/scape..for the LIME bid upon your star charity thing..we
found out there was also a autograph session there..only the first
50 actually den we were like so afraid we cannot get bbut in the
end they signed at least 90..b4 tt we were in the front..the idols
were showing what they were putting up for bid..for joakim it
was his jeans he wore for the auditions and for his geek in the pink
performance..for hady it was his beanie he wore at his auditions.
for paul it was his christmas boxers..so on..i hugged joakim on
stage again and he said he was dying of the heat and pespiration.
yah..jon,paul n joakim remembered me and alli from the j8 show.
haha.. they were like "hey,thanks for coming again and rushing
over"..yup..i caught joakim's waterbottle haha..yeah and to the bus
and all..my it was fun to go out with alli..hahas.. here are some pics

maple again and again

2006-07-19T17:40:00.000+08:00

ouchy..my stomach so pain lor..got mense cramp..can die
lor..tml got PE summore..die lah..now mapling..my bro
lvl 59 going 60 le lor..i now oso watching yu le bai
fen bai..so farnie lor..
hais..dunno now everyone so different..pris n nat all
girl liao..so funny..the rest..all change abit here n
dere..so yah liddat lor..oh well sat i maybe going with
alicia to see singapore idols meet n greet at scape..

italy won

2006-07-12T16:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm..i'm not feeling to well.had fever yesterday..now
got stomachache..today's sch was okay.boring as usual.
yesterday miss karen kang blew her top xia..so fierce.
tml got PE..we kept disturbing ru jing about mr lin..
so farnie..at least she's sporting..oh..guess the most
unexpected miracle..charlotte,leshia and JANELLE went 4
training on monday..at least they did sumthing..we gua
flags..they did play a bit..sher and bernice played
when mrs tay not there..oh yes..on sat i went to bugis
with char for the singapore idol final 12 thing..omg..so
nice can..JOAKIM..SO CUTE..we are planning to go see him
outside his sch.haha..THE MOST WONDERFUL NEWS...ITALY
WON THE 2006 FIFA WORLD CUP..YAYS..haha..they played a
damn good game..it extended for almost an entire hour..
all their penalty kicks went in..oh i think it was pretty
wrong for zidane to ramp his head through one of the
italy players..the game with germany and portugal was
good too..YAY..germany got 3rd place..hahas..tml got
chem tutorial..and maths tution..i feel sick..g2g now..

early

2006-07-07T16:34:00.000+08:00

today sch finish early..char n her classmates went
tanning..jan went with tw..i went home to play
maple..tml going bugis with char..maybe bernice..
my PE today was with 3.1..haha..so farnie..play
captain ball..got so much work to do in sch lor..
hais..sun warden duty at 6.45am so early..i watchin
the match at 2.30 on sunday and the final at 1.20am
o monday..today's literature was fun oso..we had to
role play the three witches in macbeth..i was no 2..
we act as indian witches.trying VERY hard to
control our laughter..alrights..gotta go out now.
chaos

portugal

2006-07-05T18:32:00.000+08:00

wahlaoehs..so qi si ren..germany lost can..argh.
in their qwn home ground summore..tt italy lahh
in extra time score 2..summore the last goal is
in the last 2 minutes can.ahhhhh..NVM..MY hopes
are on portugal tonight.praying hard..i luckily
slept 3hrs in the afternoon..cos i am staying up
frm 11pm to the end of the portugal against france
match over den i going sch..cos 11 to bout 1++ is
the replay of germany n italy which i din get to
watch the begining of..my bro pei me watch..

tml got ss and i haven done my hw..shit man..fri
sch end early but i dunn feel like going at all
leh..oh wells..tml oso got maths tution..die la..
i am gonna need alot of coffee tonight..i ain't
care bout slpin in sch tml or even if my mum nags
at me..=)

world cup

2006-07-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

AHHHH..BRAZIL is out..not good..my KAKA!!!
nvm tonight i'm bettin on germany..tml on
portugal..yye with natasha's ricardo and
chandni's C.ronaldo..hahas..
my spain with fernando torres n raul is oso
out..sigh..nvm..

was with char after sch..went to tm to top up
mrt card..den met sher,bernice,larve and
shafiqah at century..we took a cab ride with
leshia and sara..they stop us half way den
we walk..after tt we bought macs and went to
jan's hus..so farnie..i saw jan and tw's "er zi"
his name is R.J which stands for razor-junior.
its a hamster..haha..he is char's godson..veri
cute..hahas..so round and fluffy..janelle is
also chionging her maple..jia you can reach lvl
50 de..we were all wondering how janelle was
going to survive if she went to taiwan at the
end of this year..so hilarious..we are also tryin
to get char to play maple which is almost an
impossible task..hahas..

tml got sch agn but fri finish at 12pm i think..
jie alice got me a make-up case(is tts what u call it)
den tml got cheena again and my newly wrapped
table is written with portugal cos of tasha n
chandni..alrights den..

kaka!!!

torres

parkway

2006-07-02T18:07:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10 today..met my family for lunch at parkway
ate ban mian..den my aunty treat us to andersons fondue.
damn nice..yesterday was my mum's birthday we went to
changi village to eat japanese food..i ate sakedon..very nice
lor the salmon..so fresh and crunchy..was suppose to go
watch movie at 11pm but in the end never..tml holiday..
i going swimming..hahas..

long tym no c

2006-06-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmm..long time since i last posted..well..
i left sch in a hurry jus now as i had to
rush to the hos to see someone frm my
family..sorry din get to meet u outside sch
and it slipped my mind to inform u joel..
pai sei..after the visit my aunt,uncle,cuz,
cuz wife and i went to genki sushi to eat
dinner..den walked around forum mall til
8.15pm..den went to bukit timah dere
near farrer road to eat ice cream haha..they
got very unique flavours dere..for exm..
"tiger beer sorbet"...pulut hitam"..lychee
sorbet".."burnt caramel".."nutella".."chendol".
."teh tarik".."fresh banana".."latte".but very nice..
anyways.the start of sch was okay..but very
rush..alright..many thing did happen..
i shall elaborate soon..well i shall end here..

this is a guy from alice nine

another from alice nine

kaoru from Dir En Grey

hiroto from alice nine

holidays gone in a flash

2006-06-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

sigh..holidays are coming to an end..only 4 days left
and i haven even done any of my 8 homework due
all in the first week of term 3..die die le..all so hard
plus i forgot all that i learnt liao..now i updating my
ipod..and watching green forest my home later
but nw i watchin westside story..

sat maybe going to flee market at scape with char.
tml n fri going my uncle house agn..was with jan,
char,joanna,rainy and yu ting on sun afternoon..
so funny lor..i was staying over at my uncle house
taking care of my nephews n the house frm last
thursday to sunday..yupp..alright then i shall end
here..

reach out for the stars

2006-06-13T21:34:00.000+08:00

well i'm watching "green forest my home" at youtube.
really touching show..the show will make u realise
tt with patience and believe,a long lost person or
dream will come back to you..it also teaches one to
be strong and that we must overcome our biggest
barrier in life..oh well in the end today only me n
char go out..krysten was sick..me n char bought a
women's polo tee frm john little.i bought another
long sleeved top frm fox women..i wann another
grey long sleeve top frm fox women oso!!!well me n
char first went to plaza sing with her bro..den her
bro met his friend who treated him for lunch at cafe
cartel and a pool game..but me n char went to star-
bucks for a drink and a cheesecake for lunch..hahas.
den we walked alot..talked alot..haha..den around 3+
char n me went to city hall deciding to go to paya
labar to meet joelle,joanna,janelle and larve,BUT..
janelle went home..so we ended up spending 10 mins
just sitting at the station watching ppl go by..den
we decided to walk in raffles city will 5..den we
met her bro and went home..we spotted a few bungs
and guys..hais..tml got tution..i shall end..adios

poor jan

2006-06-13T10:20:00.000+08:00

hmm..on sun was out with char.the warden thing was getting
along okay i think..sher din go she was having cramps..i
watched cars with char..den met joelle,joshua n their cousin.
den me,char n joelle had a long chat..yupps..yesterday was
at my uncle hus agn..today..hmm..i'm going out with char
n krysten later.char's bro and frens oso..going to watch xmen
3..at plaza sing.den later in the evening i going to my uncle
hus again.yesterday superband LUCIFY IS SAFE..yay..hahas..
surprisingly jus-B was eliminated..so saddening their chinese
singing very fantastic lor..

another thing..hais..janelle arh..dunn always coop urself at hm.
i knw u miss ting wen badly,and that 2 weeks is a torture for u.
i'm sure tingwen wouldn't wanna see u suffer until like that de.
ask u go out u dunn wan..ur friends like me and char all will
dan xing about u de lor..cheer up a bit kkie..will go find u soon.
so must be strong girl..

nth again

2006-06-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

well..went to eat tim sum for lunch with my cousin,
his wife,my aunt,my uncle and my grandma..at hotel
asia..next to sheraton towers..was on the phone wit
pris and xin er last nite..so hilarious lor..pris
was like "my mother so long not home..she fetch my
bro shld be home le until now still not home how?"
den we were telling her to calm down..den make until
her dad go police station and her grandma and aunt
all she call..and guess what..in the end.."HER MUM
WAS AT HOME AT 9"AND PRIS U LEARNT A VERY VALUBLE
LESSON..check.hahas..tml got the warden thing again..
but its at 11.00am mass..alright den..

she's the man

2006-06-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

hmmm..today was fun..had tution in the morning..den
came home to change den went to tm with char to watch
"she's the man"..the show damn nice..got this guy called
duke..oh my gosh his body super hot..haha..the show
very sweet..after the show we go walk around..saw abu..
bought a ring..char oso..hers is white..mine is plastic den
its green n white stripes..probably next week going out
again..now i watching the show *green forest,my home"
on channel U..later got singapore idol..tml i dunn think i
can go out with char le..i going my uncle n aunt hus agn.
i ate 2 cups of ice cream today..1 is frm ben and jerry's
den the other is haggen daz..so nice lor..alright i shall
stop here.

long tym

2006-06-06T20:41:00.000+08:00

what can i say..been quite a while since i blogged..
haf to say tt its definately been hectic n really a
time full of diff feelings after sch officially closed.
idunno how to elaborate this..but things already
felt diff between me and others b4 sch closed..but
maybe its just me..so..i shall let things take it way.
well..i missed the 3 day chalet..i was busy..sorry
for the last min change..i really wasn't up for it
during that period..had what i would call a tiny or
not so tiny quarrel with char..things are fine now..
it was sort of like a test i guess.not initiated by any
one of us,but just a test by god or sumthing..
janelle snuck into sch to see ting wen during the
sports camp and sprained sum parts together with
joanna just cos they jumped frm the 2nd to the first
floor cos tno staircase was open..love really can make
ppl not think huh..yeah..ting wen is in taiwan now..
tt day xin er oso.haha..tml going out with char..
31/5/05 was my dear aida's birthday..sorry for the
late wish my friend..ur offficially 15.. =)..

nvr ending

2006-05-24T20:45:00.000+08:00

well i'm watching 惡魔在身邊..devil beside you..nice n touchin
show..it suddenly just triggers something in me..i dunno why
and i dunn knw what..guess that the show just proves the
reality that having a steady r/s is not an easy thing..trust
reali has to be fully present..tml is the last day of sch..cos fri
got parent n teacher meet..

favourite phrases from 惡魔在身邊:
qi yue:yang chen ling
jiang mong:mike he
yuan yi:kingone
qing zi:tsai pei lin

scenario 1:
qi yue:wei she me mei ci gen ni chu qu dou na me wei xian?
jiang mong:wo,bu neng zhu zhi wei xian fa shen,dan wo hui
bao hu ni..

scenario 2:
qi yue:da jia dou xi huan ah mong.
jiang mong:da jia shi zhi shui?
qi yue:ba,ah yi,yang ping ta men.
jiang mong:hai you ne??
qi yue:(raise hand and bend head)wo,qi yue zui xi huan ah
mong le..
jiang mong:na you ren ju shou gao bai de arh?

scerario 3;
qi yue:shuo yi ni zai ye kang ju bu liao zhe zhong wen
nuan,zai ye bu jian chi gu dan le ma?
jiang mong:wo,kang ju bu liao ye jian chi bu xia qu.

scenario 4:
qi yue:wo jue de zi ji hen cha jing,hao xiang bu bei xu
yao de gan jue,wo hao nan guo
jiang mong:haiyo..wo xu yao ni de wei xiao

15 full

2006-05-22T16:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm..long time no write le..well results bad as usual.
fri got parent n teacher meeting..i so far onli pass
eng,chi and lit..this thur got sac idol..frm 6.30pm to
9pm..levan n gabriel came to our sch on fri..wasn't
reali very good but okay for ticket sales in a girls
sch i guess..on sat n yesterday i was at my aunt's hus
helping them to shift house..so tiring..my nephew now
got fever n flu..so poor thing..tml me,char n jan going
to eat roti prata..haha..alright i shall end here..

bad day

2006-05-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

hais..just had a talk with my parents..i now wanna die..
they very..hais..make me cry onli lorr..everything about
studies..i reali cannot take it le..i knw i do my best le lor.
why still must qn n force me so much..

ah ni oh ha sae yoh

2006-05-15T18:18:00.000+08:00

now just bored..another thing just had to bring my
happy mood down just in a split moment..sigh..why
do bad things always have to happen when i just
started to forget the previous one..no wonder ppl
say bad things never come to an end once it starts
and i agree with it..

the world just doesn't seem to get better does it?
one bad incident after another..maybe not for all
of us but for me it seems to be like that..just
when things are brightening up for me,something jus
comes along and destroys it all..maybe i'm nt meant
to be here on earth am i..it was all a mistake from
the begining..it shouldn't have even started..a
big mistake made bringing me to face this place..
not all but where most are just not our real selves.
we wanna be like someone else..never contented with
who we are..if not its just another case of hiding
the person we are deep inside of us due to fear..
the horrors of the things around us will eventually
cause all the changes in ppl..changes which make a
person so different the no one can recognise them
any longer..changes that we think are good when in
fact these changes are just changes us into a person
others want us to be and not the person whom we are.

hais..besides..i heard of another case of spreding
unwanted news around..but this is want happens to
ppl..habits..shan't talk bout this any longer..

tml no sch..today is not a good day..its so not a
good day..

mothers day

2006-05-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

today mother's day..so boring..went to wisma atria
to eat lunch..den after tt go home..watch devil
beside you..so nice lor the show..i wanna watch my
"sad love story" the show.. =) ..tml got school..
the past 2 days been going to my aunt's new house
to help out..they shifting in next sat..tue no sch.
yay..now i come my tt thing..so uncomfortable..i think
char ponning sch tml..i cannot i got things to do in
school..oh well.yesterday after being at my aunt new
house for the whole day..went to airport to eat
dinner..den after tt send ppl off..den went to east
coast dere to visit my uncle at the bowling alley..
den went home to watch my korean show till about 2am.
alright..i gotta go now..

bugis

2006-05-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh..today very nice.last day of exam.bio paper
so hard la..den wen home bathe n change n met char
n wenya at tam inter.den saw joey n eunice.den saw
rachel n valerie n clara.they go sentosa.we go to
bugis..we reach dere bout 1 plus..den walk around..
took neos..so funny lor..den walked summore den go
yoshinoya eat.wenya n char eat..i steal food..
den wenya left to go meet sharlene n terrin..den
me n char go bugis village walk walk..so fun lor..
walk all over..see soooo many nice things..sobs no
money..in the end char bought a brooch n i bought
u a bag..i wan the tube top..$17 lor..save..stil
wan my $30 sandals..tml helpin my aunt shift house.
sun is mothers day le...

NOTICE!!!
YOUTH GONE WILD CONCERT 23RD JUNE 2006..
at whitley secondary..
TICKETS ALREADY 75% SOLD..running out fast..
If u want PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP..COS I AM HELPING
to sell tickets..NXT WEEK FRIDAY IS THE LAST DAY LE.
FASTER..$10 FOR 5 HOURS OF ROCK N ROLL..

while you were out

2006-05-10T14:19:00.000+08:00

hmmm.well nothing to do now..watching a house makeover
show..tml last day of exam le..today was so terrible
lorr..amaths so hard..especially logarithms..tml i may
be going out..friday no school..nxt tue oso dunn have.
19th may da vinci code open..i am confirm going to see.

i wrote the long long testi for leshia le..hahas..
alright..i have nth much to say le..i going to sleep..

bored

2006-05-09T11:50:00.000+08:00

hmm..now nth lah..just watch finish 下一站彩虹..very nice lor..
so sweet the story..later got tution..tml got amaths exam.
wah.today the emaths exam so hard lor..

thursday finish exam..yay..i'm saving $$ now..by thursday
i should have $15.today in the morning aurelia so funny la.
den char just now at bubble tea shop got guy ask for number..
woo my mother not bad right..haha..

alright i sahll end here..jia you pris..u will be fine de.

my anata

2006-05-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

hmmm..i guess its pretty boring now..today's history exam is a total failure.
the only subjects i have confidence in is eng,chi and ss..lets hope the CA marks
can pull up the results..

hais..i guess the world is unfair..many ppl are hurt in relationships..mostly due
to mis-communication or mis-conception of the opposite's actions..

my grandma is definately better than when she was in ICU..tt was one of the
most frightening moments in my life,and the time which i shed the most tears
in a few days..i do sometimes wonder to myself what wooukd become of me if
she reali left the world..the feeling of losing someone who is so close to u, is
a very painful thing..i ws on the verge of losing my grandma who took care of
me from the moment i was born..a person who i am closer to compare to my
parents and relatives..though its been bout 2 weeks but i would still like to
extend my thanks to those who were there for me..for example..charlotte who
was there on the second day..who saw what i saw..priscilla,ting wen and xin er,
the 3 brothers who were there for me,joelle who was there(msg me) on the
time and day itself..and to janelle,sherilyn,bernice,aida who offered prayers n
concern..thanks..i may have missed out a few..sorry for that but thanks..
my grandma nearly met up with the "king of hades" when she had the heart
attack..so yah..i'm glad that she is recovering but still have the fear that it
might repeat itself..thanks once again..

home again

2006-05-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm..now nth to do.just send msg around about the youth
gone wild concert.so yupps..

now very sian..tml going church..mon got exam again..
i dunno wat to write le..

poor thing.

2006-05-05T20:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm..exam time so stress..today i literally screwed my emaths paper.
yesterday lit paper oso like shit..

to pris:dunn sad le..it wun be easy to forget but if u persevere,its
possible..dunn think so much..da jie zhi chi ni..u all were dere for me
last tym wen my ah ma in hospital..i oso here for u de..she may not knw
u feel,but all of us knw how much u love her de..so must jian qiang kkie.

hmmm..i having flu..my nose so sore lah..sneeze so much..tml got
youth mass..dunno going not..jus put down fone with pris..she not goin
home..she go ting wen house..poor her..so sad..must go home lah kkie..
now dunn pass by now,in the end still haf to..so must be strong..

my parents now not at home..so shuang..

limewire

2006-05-04T14:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm..had literature exam this morning,,so hard lorr..die le lah.
tml gt emaths paper 1..later me n char having 3 hrs maths tution.
so long lah..den this saturday got some wedding thing..lazy go..
sunday got church..so sadding just heard news on sher..aiyo..
hais..at least i hope my grandma will continue to be fine..nxt
fri is hoilday..den 16 may oso..12 may helping my aunt shift hus.
17 may da vinci code come out i wanna watch..no $$ liao..
i oso wanna watch aqua marine and art of seduction..alright i
sahll end here..

black FBTs

2006-04-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

well today is okay i guess..went to church,den attended
mass with sherilyn,bernice and charlotte..den after mass
went downstairs to buy drinks and food..i took drink frm
my bro..den was about to go for catechism den in the end
i met leshia outside church to go out since we all dun
wan go cat..so we walked in the oh so hot sun to tm den
we ate noodles at the stairs again..den walked arnd..

i going wild wild wet tml..yay..after going to church in
the morning for the confirmation mass..

tue got exam again..shucks..

dance dance

2006-04-29T21:25:00.000+08:00

nth to do now..most of my family just went back..my grandma
is home alrd but still weak..hope the recovery will be a
success..tml got church..

yesterday was at sgh at around 5pm..cos had eng n chi exam
den after tt got tution..char mum send us to tution..

mon going church in the morning..steffanie n samantha n ian
all got confirmation at 10.30am..den after tt maybe going
wild wild wet..cos may day..eng exam was okay..slept for 1
hr..chinese slept for 45 mins..

alright i shall end here..toodles.

panadol

2006-04-26T17:53:00.000+08:00

hmmm..todays pretty alright..went to sch with tw n pris..
was earlier than usual..den normal..den class..so sian.
listening to natasha mp3..she got "dance dance" and
"sugar,we're going down" by fall out boy..not fair!!!!
i gonna make her send me these 2 songs and "when i'm gone"
by eminem..

during chi aurelia msg wenya den say bout pris tt thing..
in the end she alright..after sch was playing..haha..me n
jan scream when got a VERY BRIGHT lightning..den we bully
xin er..so fun today..after tt went home..was like caught
in the stupid heavy rain..nvm..now loading songs..

tml 1 day to exam..so stress!!! plus my grandma going opp
on fri.sigh..